i lied. its not what you think. i lied. i lied. i lied. i lied. i lied. i lied.
i am a liar. when did honesty become the absolute worst policy?
you are not fat. and now you are lying. look at me. look at me. just LOOK at me. please. why can't you tell? my thighs are monstrous. my belly, flabby. my arms are too wide just like my hips. my butt sags and droops.
you look thinner. stop stop stop. i am not. look at the scale. it has not moved. remember remember when i was ten pounds lighter and so much more free. no i am not thin. i am a cow. and i will not eat today. i will puke my guts out today because i refuse to remain stagnant.
at least i can try. i will always try.
i like your blog already (:
ReplyDeleteYou're a talented writer, who obviously has a lot of struggles. i hope you get through them.
xx v